Tuesday 25 October 2011

Jesus signs - or obvious literary devices

He rubbed his palms then massaged his forehead which seemed to tingle with a thousand scratches. In his shoes the soles of his feet ached. He put down the hammer and the nails and straightened his back, leaning for a moment against the wooden strut, outstretching his arms, sighing "why, why?" and then he picked up the cup of wine, placed the bread on his tongue, chewed and washed it down with a small swallow, the red liquid warming his liver. He rubbed his beard against the grain and set back to work, head dripping in the heat, little beads that stained the dust at his feet. His hands ached and soon he needed again to stop. Three days. Three days of pain and torture. He pushed open the impossible hinges of the heavy door and walked out into the disbelieving stares of his family - he hoped it would be worth it. He hoped.

Images

Construction of an image:
A meaning is doubt,
Rolling over the lip
Like froth to bubble and
disappear.
What mark is left,
Like poetry on trees;
Leaves like biscuits
Taken from an oven too late?
Water is clean and white is pure.
Yet, there can be doubt
Where none are doubtless.
I bend to the paper like
and artist to craft an
Image, an abstract made whole
Replete. There can only be
meaning in the heart's eye.
The pencil shifts and scratches,
tearing at the veil
to reveal an idea
always failed.

Saturday 22 October 2011

Lowell

It was as if a stormy hell had opened up
slowly. The deep shadows were a drop
of loose leaf pictures in the past
of a magazine. There was the last
post of a siren call and the phone
hung from its perch like a bleached bone.
My head pounded, the blood at all costs
punching. There were tears at the lost
and a driving car shone mechanical light
across the bed, through the shades. Right
then I rolled over, he rolled away: a sight
of what was to come when he left me alone
in this dark hotel room with its air-con drone.
Can love be? I asked and smoked, is it air?
I thought. Stringing the pieces with hair
wound up like the snake in the tree,
the apple seed deep within what was me.

Friday 14 October 2011

A brace

An early Christmas present;
the bright plumes and stiff feathers,
heads hanging like sacks,
the curled feet gripping futile air.
I hung them in the shed -
it didn't matter they were dead -
and took them out some weeks later
the colours as vivid, the eyes
now hollows that recede into
dark depths - I stared they didn't.
I carried them by their feet
like old hands seeming rough
but smooth to the touch - like metal.
I laid them on the garden table
their heads lolling over the edge
beaks open a touch.
I pulled at the feathers surpirsed at
how many there were now dancing in the
December breeze and seeing - after an age
the naked skin - took the knife
not knowing where to start, the glow of
an early sunset, ginger bread noises
from kids inside: I sliced clean off
the head of one and found the
bladder for grain.
I watched as the pellets fell to the floor
I would not eat this bird!
I snipped off its wings and wrenched free
the legs and then the same for its mate
ripping and piling flesh on flesh
and flung the corpses in the trash.
Somewhere in my freezer sits a pie uneaten
Sometime soon it will go the way of all
flesh.

Wednesday 5 October 2011

Dickinson

She stares aloud -
Her lips an open pout;
Wanting to speak
But the bird - trapped
I imagine her - the window
pale face looking out
over the drifts of dead -
wondering - what must it be like?
in white she drops the clothes
and is to us as all women are:
supple in corners, opened envelope.
she sits in serge to write
of birds and bees and humming bugs
of guns and death and dates with love.
all Dickinson is naked
to the eye:
a pen scratching back
the tin foil of life!
now her words fly in the face
of age and time and of woman's place;
she screws the men that write,
discards them in the bin -
not quite as they expected
as her words explode
with words on words an ear
in dark woods, folded, murder/victim.

it was like the dead

after battle in grainy pictures;
muddied boots stiff and pointing
upwards;
hands clasped, mouths open.
no shouts just whispers -
heard far off by mothers opening telegrams.
the kit strewn and useless as medals.
there are sometimes rows
covered over, only the shape
of heads.
in others caught too late
the bleached shell of the brain
eyes that stare but cannot see:
strange that the memory was
only provoked by the felling
of a field of pine trees.

Sunday 2 October 2011

Setting, conflict, resolution

And it was true that Blair had not the faintest chance of succeeding but he was determined to give it a go anyhow. His mother had prepared him well for moments like this and so he was going to go for it, for all he was worth. It was at that exact moment of thought that Blair missed his footing on the tight rope and fell ground wards, no one will ever know the last thoughts that went through his mind, perhaps he wondered about the logic of nude tight-rope walking, perhaps he simply thought "bugger" but as this is a third person narrative, it will have to remain in the imagination of those who saw his pale body fall, floundering to the floor as his shadow expanded beneath him to land with a gut-wrenching crump. Yet even they have not been given thought as the narrative boundaries have been firmly established and so the reader, if there is one, will have to put the pieces together (of the final thought, not of Blair) but that's, I suppose, what Barthes meant when he claimed that the author, not Blair, is dead.

A line to chop one's head off

That's what they said - a line to sever your head
off
to chop to slice to decapitate - to lop
Writing should provoke the will to lose one's head
to spill one's marbles, to go over the top
A line to chop one's head off
to cease to think for yourself.

A British Concern - with bits of other poets

A certain slant of light;
Now that's a certain text,
With all rain to my right,
My sensations vexed.

BBC proudly states:
Sunny spells, 19 degrees.
The floods come trembling,
The wind knocks over the gate.

Southern farmers: scared'
No water to quench the thirst.
April: the cruelest month
Tempting us with new birth:

As the June comes meekly in
The wind howls and rains soak:
I would not shrug at snow in summer
Ice to remind us of somewhere else.

A short insomniac thought before sleep finally catches up

and what if you could never sleep,
the haunting years hovering at your feet?
and what if drink kept you awake to fear
the phantoms hollering deep?
how bid thy faustus self when all
are kept? how childish now the rant you swell?

You're five.

You lie asleep nursing a sore throat.
You've braved it all day and I read
News - a world of cruel things:
A man on the cover holding a dead leopard,
We've talked of tigers in the wild;
A grave discovered in a faraway land
But not the one we read in
Books before bed.
I teach you to be kind,
Even when others are not.
Meanwhile I shoot dark thoughts,
Glimmers of revenge.
I tell you to ignore the taunts
When I wish to throttle the tiny mouths
That utter them.
Your brother lies dreaming
And I know it's true
That one day all this will be yours.
Meanwhile I'll teach you to cope
With doubt, with rolling fears
With every growing of your tiny years.

And these things only

And these things only; the pearl white of winter,
a yellow leaf curls like the hand of the dead.
The not where it was of spring and the where it went.
Autumn promised fruit and fires, toasting -
Winds brought fierce wars and nothing the same.
And these things only with the flecks through
Ice remind us of the once and ever of snow.
Leaves: dead shadows.
Through white veils, faces scream
beneath savage walls, trees shiver;
bony hands against a bloodied sky
The skyline, broken-toothed, leaking disease.
And then the Spring, to wipe away everything?

And it was green

And it was green when we walked;
the grass stood tall where
now the shadows fall and come
together restlessly.
Now it is yellow, the crunch
of bones on my boot;
the skeleton of the past
lining the path with broken
fingers. You wore linen for the heat,
I was purple in pleasure
but could not see nor hear
the first leaf fall.
Snow, ice then all is slime.